Fucking Asshole

Well, A. and I were walking down the street, and I said oh, there is scott. I saw that he was with his friends, listening to some music on the corner. I went up to him, hit him in the back, and said hi! He said hi, and then his friend, James is happy to see me and gives me a hug and I re-introduce him to A. Then Scott (not looking at me) just says a few things about what they are listening to, and then he doesn't say anything. So then I said, well, we are going back to the bar...and he said, bye, I'll probably call you later. (I know he won't)

A. was pissed off...she said that what he did was cruel and rude. He acted like we were both complete strangers--and I didn't even do anything to him. And he didn't introduce me to his friend, Chris, either----even though I knew who he was.

She said I shouldn't let him get away with treating me that way. I joked that it would have been nice to say, well if I am a total stranger, give me back my fucking phone.....and to have done it right then and there.

But....with my lack of self confidence and low self-worth---I can't get mad at him. Something else was going on...and i'm not sure what it was. He didn't look like he was having fun at all...and he seemed tense.

tired....finish it tomorrow