to myself...and I text Scott at lunch to have fun listening to a band...and I was surprised that he text me back right away. I text him back that he could have used my car, and why wasn't his friend here yet? He answered me....and I text him back one hour later. Then tonight, after work, I text him again asking if he got to see them, and he wrote back Y.
That is when I started a downward spiral of realization---he has friends in town, and he didn't mention asking me to do anything with him at all. Now the weekend is not here, and it's possible--but I have introduced him to all of my friends....and I know one of his.
Am I that low on the scale? I'm only good enough for when no one else is around?
I said something to myself on the drive home, that I don't want to be in a closet relationship again. I did it for 14 fucking years, and I'll be damned if I am going to be treated like a second class citizen again.
I deserve so much more....
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