Alice In Wonderland

I feel like Alice falling down the rabbit hole. I have met someone who matches my sexual appetite....who is also kind and loving...and respectful.....and handsome.

We are just at the tip of the iceberg in all ways....but I am falling falling falling....hard...hard...hard...

It is unexpected....and so delightful....exciting and scary at the same time...

WOWOW....

Fantasy Night

There is a guy that I have been attracted to for some time, and he came home about a month ago...and he came back into my life. Thanksgiving night, I got a hotel room...with a whirlpool tub, candles, music, and wore lingerie for the first time ever.

It was a magical night....he showed up at 8pm, and we slept for maybe a total of two hours before I left at 930am. So gentle, kind, patient....it was perfect.

Of course I wanted to see him again...and on Sunday night, we had our first date...lol...as in away from people that we know...in public...together....and it was wonderful....he is wonderful.

He lives 2.5 hours away...he is kind...intelligent...gorgeous....and talks about his feelings...

I haven't heard from him today....and I am missing him so much.

I'm afraid...because he feels important....special....and i am worried that I am going to get hurt...big time....we fit perfectly together....my spirit seems to resonate with him...and that is the scary part for me....