Yesterday, I went to his place and took a nap after therapy...and I realize how comfortable I feel there...and how much I miss him. He called me while I was there...that was nice. He didn't say anything about coming home from Portland though.
I'm worried about so many things. He called about a place to rent in Dallas....he's having fun with his friends, and maybe he won't come back. And what if he is fucking around with someone up there? And what if he doesn't miss me at all?
What happens when you spend 9 months with someone...and then they are suddenly gone?
I am not happy about this whole thing....
I read some articles by Barbara Rose...and they were interesting about finding your true love...etc...maybe I should try E-harmony or something. I gotta do something if Scott isn't going to come around....
He has been sporadic in his texting, and even more sporadic in his calling.....it's like he's on vacation from his real life.....which I understand.
Oh well....hopefully he'll be home this week...and I can be with him....
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