A Tide Has Turned.....

Interestingly enough, and I'm not really sure what is different about me, and why things are changing.

I went to Toastmasters with Lance--a very nice looking, and gentleman. He is kind, in tune, and well, professional. And black....his eyes are beautiful. And he likes me.

Andrew likes me too....he helped me clean up on Thursday night...and he kept coming around all night.

Last night, Shannon showed up...and I was soo happy...it was awesome...and I had a good time. They were all there...and happy with me...and I made him blush several times....I flirted with him, and I bought him a beer. He was still playing, and I asked him if he wanted another one...and he gave me a drink coupon. Then I went to the restroom, and when I came back, he asked me where is my beer? I laughed...and went and got it.

Alex even flirted with me....

And Lee kept his distance all night...and....he was hanging out with those stupid guys that hang out with the sluts....and the one short girl kept jumping on him, and they would take pictures of him. Slllllllllleeeeeeeeeeaaaaaazzzzzzzzy......and I watched him looking at women....and he went and introduced himself to one woman...and then later in the night, I was coming back from the bathroom, and he was asking her/hinting about a shot of Tuaca to her...and she sat there for a second....and then got up and went and talked to her friends. On the inside I was laughing and I also saw him for what he is....and I am going to be immune to his charms. I mean I guess I got it Tuesday night when he said that he wasn't into borrowing...that he'd rather have someone give him money...shit, who wouldn't??

And in other news, Scott called me Friday night. We had a nice conversation for about an hour. It was adult, fun...and he is reading the Secret. I think he misses me. And I do miss him.

So everything is going well in the men department....and I think Mauricio is gone....I feel bad that I missed out on him, but that is the lesson, right?

Fucking Fed Up With Men

I had a great day yesterday.....guys were buying me drinks....Mauricio showed up, and we had time to chat....and...this week, again, Mike and I are talking every morning...and today, we ran into each other at the bank! He is soooooo cute....can't stand it.

So last night, Mauricio said that after he got off, we would get together. At 6:20pm, he text me asking me what I was going to do. I text him back that I had no plans except him...and for him to call me when he got off of work. I took a nap, expecting to hear from him around 930....and I didn't....and I'm very upset about it. Stood up, fucking again. I could have been home, sleeping and watching TV here---instead of waiting and being disappointed again.

Lance did say we were still on for Friday and Toastmasters...and we flirted about the aphrodisiac candle. I hope it wasn't too much.

And Andrew came by last night to get his charger, and he bought me two shots---he wouldn't let me buy....and I bought Mauricio 2 beers, and Lee had 6, and I bought Shannon two beers, also.

And even though all these other guys are possibilities----Mauricio standing me up hurts me and is very discouraging for me. I'm actually pretty pissed off right now.

Hot Bolivian is back!

and he greeted me with,"hello beautiful".....now that is a greeting.

But oh....I got soooooooooooo jealous, 'cause the bartender girl played and she kept sitting by him, and I wanted to sit by him....all i want to do is run my fingers through his hair...damn he is freaking hot!

I can't believe he is moving this weekend...and I missed out on getting to know him. I hope I get to spend some time with him this week.

Lee didn't come tonight....but we have been texting back to each other since i got home.

I did get to talk to Aaron for about an hour on the instant messenger. That was nice....

One Heck of A Week

Men wise...that is....

I spoke with Michael every morning before work....for 4 days in a row...and several times throughout the day.

Lee said that people are thinking we are boyfriend and girlfriend, and based on how he was acting, he didn't seem to like it....which upset me. Then tonight, he did a complete 360...and was with me all night.

Mauricio came and played poker on Monday night, and the first session Tuesday night....and I think he is gone for the rest of the week.

Earlier tonight, I was with Lance, and he seemed to thoroughly enjoy my company.

And of course, there is James...my 23 year old hottie....

And I got kissed on the cheek twice this week! One by a Ben Affleck look alike that I stayed and talked with until 3am at the bar on Thursday night.

So that is progress!

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I am getting stronger I think. Last night, I didn't buy Lee any drinks, even though I wanted to. And I am flirting with a 23 year old and a 27 year old. God, the 27 year old is HOT...and Bolivian. And he's moving in 3 weeks. So what do I have to lose?

I text him today that I would like to hangout with him before he moves....and I will be seeing him again on Sunday. I can't wait.

Not that I am giving up on Lee...I just don't want to waste time and let an opportunity go by.

I have to have some sort of positive adventure in my life!