Getting Closer To.....

doing the deed!

Last night, after work, I went over to Scott's place. During lunch, I had gone to Target and bought some stuff for him, and for our dinner.

When I got there, he was lying on the couch with his shirt off. And oh, my god---I was dying! I also bought a twelve pack of beer. I made pizza, and we had ice cream for dessert. And we listened to music. At some point, he put his shirt back on.

Yes, his power is still out...and yes, I probably could help with that---but...I feel like I have done so much for him--and well, I don't want to always be "rescuing' him. Although, I am enjoying the quiet, and the candlelight...and the romantic nature of it.

It was fun listening to music, and talking--the whole time it is like he is leaning towards me. and then I could tell he was getting sleepy, so I took his pillows--I had brought massage oil, and was going to make good on my promise of a full body massage, and I didn't want him to fall asleep.

Well.....after he was lying on my lap for awhile, he said he was hot...so I told him to put shorts on. He went to his room to look for his shorts, and when he couldn't find any, he says that he guesses he is going to have be butt naked. Then he didn't come out of his room, so I went to the door--and he was lying butt naked in his bed... I kinda panicked on the inside, cuz I didn't know what to do. So I just stood at the end of the bed, looking at his ass...and talking with him...and he told me to find his shorts if I wanted him to get up. I suppose I could have gotten on the bed with him....

I did find the shorts...and I gave them to him...and I went back into the living room. He came back out with just the shorts on, and laid down on the couch with his head almost on my lap. I began to caress his hair, and then I started caressing/stroking his side. He was a little ticklish, and then I decided to push the limit a little bit. He loved it, and was making purring noises, and at one point, he said he needed a machine that does that everday. Well. I moved from his side and arms to his chest...and he murmured, "oh my god." And he opened his body up so I had full access to his front and arms. I love his chest...and I definitely included playing with his nipples. After I had done the same thing there, I moved to his legs--and his shorts are so big, I couldn't really tell if he was excited or not. I certainly was!

I did the same with his legs, and again, I pushed the limits by going up his shorts just enough to be close to touching him, but far enough to make him wonder. He was definitely hard, and growing. And when I was with his legs and feet, he was squirming...then I combined his upper body and his legs...and accidently at first, I did brush over his crotch. Then I kind of combined brushing over it when I was transitioning from upper to lower body.

Then I had him flip over so that I could do the back of his legs...and again, I pushed myself by going up his shorts and including his butt, and his inner thighs. I couldn't believe that he was able to control himself. Then I switched to lightly scratching, and harder pressure.

I was getting pretty hot myself, and as a test, I raked his back and legs, and at that point, he said, "You can put your name in my skin." I liked that response.

Then I started caressing him with my cheek...and blowing on his neck and back. He started with the murmuring, and moaning again. Ohhhh, I wanted to blow and suck on his ear...I refrained.

I had him flip over again...'cause I wanted him on his back....as he was rolling, he said, "this is amazing." Music to my ears! And just that alone put me on cloud nine.

I continued to love on his body....and well, eventually, he was snoring. I looked at the clock...and i was surprised that it was over an hour and a half......which means that he was hard for that long too.

Yes, I was a little disappointed that he fell asleep...but....I also know that he is turned on now by my touch...and that I feel safe enough to touch him like that. And he feels safe enough to let me touch him like that. The greatest thing is that he nor I were drunk....it was all done while sober.

I slept by him for awhile...and then I moved to his bed. I fell asleep right away and woke up when he was brushing his teeth. I was tempted to stay in bed...but instead, I asked him if he wanted me to take any of his laundry. And rather than say no, he actually got his stuff together. As I was taking one out, he said he would take the other one out...and as he put it in the car, he said, you didn't realize what you were getting yourself into, did you? And I said I don't mind.

Soooooo.....today, I am missing therapy because I slept this morning....and it was definitely more clothes than I thought.

I just wonder what we'll do tonight. Right now, I'm going to look at the tantric sex book for more ideas.

I know that the energy exchange was beneficial for both of us....and I'm sure that that is the first time he ever experienced anything like that....tantric touching/melding.

I am so friggin' horny...I hope tonight we go farther.