The Craziest Week Ever

Scott went to Portland last weekend. We did text quite a bit.

Sunday:
I worked poker....and two hot guys were there. Lee and Dustin. Both flirted with me alot, and I as well with them. Dustin invited me to come play on Wednesday at his other league. I talk to Scott on the phone. I sleep at Scotts instead of going home.

Monday:

Scott comes home. I am exhausted though, so I just come home.

Tuesday:

I text Scott about coming over and having dinner. I wait 20 minutes and don't hear from him. I say fuck it and come home. Two hours later, I text him asking him what happened...and he replies, "where the hell are you?" He has been waiting for me! I take beer and food over there....and we both drink quite a bit. We end up in his bed---and he asks me if I have any condoms...and I say no....and he says he wants me to get some, but I have to go to work in an hour...he asks me if I want to cum..and I say of course....we talked....and he tells me that he needs to be shithoused to have sex. That is interesting. I can't stop touching him....

Wednesday:

On the way home from work, I go to the bar and see Dustin. He is happy that I am there, and he pulls me a chair and asks me to stay. I can't...and we talk about when we will see each other again....and he is much cuter than he was on Sunday.

I buy condoms for the first time in my life...and feel sick to my stomach. I go over to Scott's....and he isn't drinking...and well, he is being evicted on Thursday, so I ask him where he is going....and he answers my house....and that's kind of it. I didn't believe him....so later I asked the same thing---and he said i told you...your house. He eventually went to bed...and I went in there...and he asked if i was going to sleep on the couch...and I said well...is that where I have to sleep? And he said no...you can sleep in bed. Well, we laid there kinda talking, and I asked him if he wanted to be held or left alone...and he said he didnt want to be held. So I began to caress his back and arms...and I somewhat made him hold my hand. And he was hard in no time...I love his d**k! It's so beautiful and perfect! So I gave him another blowjob...and after awhile, he said "it's not working." and I asked why? He said, "i don't know." I tell him that I brought condoms---and he doesnt say anything. So I just laid next to him and we both fell asleep. Something happened to him to have him be so shut down....and I am willing to be patient with him---'cause clearly....there is some hang up.

I am excited though....he is choosing me over his friends who want him to move back to Portland....and oh my god---he's moving in with me! And two nights in row, we were in bed together.

Thursday:

I have to work....and when I get home, he is on couch, waiting for me...and I am thrilled to see him. We talk for awhile...and then we both fall asleep on the couch...I wake up cuz the text goes off....and it is Mike! @ 6:45am! Wowzers! I go upstairs to sleep and text Mike back...then I have to meet with Amanda...at 1pm, I get a text message from Scott saying that he is going to Dallas for bachelor party. I call him...and we chat for a bit. I called him after I was a little tipsy...we talk for a few minutes. I go play poker...and two guys that I haven't seen since December are there. I go behind Lance and blow in his ear...and he turns so red....but oh my gosh...he is gorgeous...I didn't realize how much I had liked him. We talk for awhile and then he leaves.

The other guy is Kooper...and we drink and catch up...he is buying me beer...and he is so happy talking to me. And he plays well...and wins...and then he tells me to come to his house. Which I do, much to my surprise....

I do however call Amanda and leave her a message as to what I am doing. And I call Scott, and tell him that I am on my way home....

more later.....