Oh, the confusion!

Scott wont freakin answer me if he is coming back today or tomorrow...and I would like to know, dammit.

Last night, I saw Lee...and he hugged me when he saw me...and we got seated at the same table...and we sat next to each other...and I was nervous...but he seemed comfortable. I ended up buying him two beers...he came in third place...but he was nervous afterwards hanging out with me...he kept getting up...he'd ask me questions...but then he wouldn't tell me anything...poor guy...

So I'm torn between going tonight or not. If I don't go...he might wonder what is up...and if I do go...he might not want me there. This will probably be my last night going anyway...A. said that he probably wouldn't have told me about it, if he didn't want me there...but that was before. And he probably would tell me if he didn't want me to be there. But what if I go...and he isn't happy that I am there? I will feel like shit....maybe I should just go home....it doesn't start for another hour and a half! That is a long time...maybe I should take a nap.