Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Fantasy Night

There is a guy that I have been attracted to for some time, and he came home about a month ago...and he came back into my life. Thanksgiving night, I got a hotel room...with a whirlpool tub, candles, music, and wore lingerie for the first time ever.

It was a magical night....he showed up at 8pm, and we slept for maybe a total of two hours before I left at 930am. So gentle, kind, patient....it was perfect.

Of course I wanted to see him again...and on Sunday night, we had our first date...lol...as in away from people that we know...in public...together....and it was wonderful....he is wonderful.

He lives 2.5 hours away...he is kind...intelligent...gorgeous....and talks about his feelings...

I haven't heard from him today....and I am missing him so much.

I'm afraid...because he feels important....special....and i am worried that I am going to get hurt...big time....we fit perfectly together....my spirit seems to resonate with him...and that is the scary part for me....

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