Intoxicating Sex

i have never experienced getting drunk off of sex....ever.....

last Thursday, i met up with David...and the verbal foreplay was hot...then he started touching...and it was time to go somewhere....

but first...he admitted that he lives with someone...the mother of his son....but i still don't know if I believe him...especially when he says he is with her to make sure that he can have his son in his life. And he is out at night--almost every night....did he make up this person to keep me at bay??

Anyway, we went to a park near my house...because i trust him enough to share my body with him...but not bring him to my home...it was after midnight, and the air was cool, and the stars and moon were wonderful....We started making out....and i began to feel drunk...and then we were beyond gone...and we had crazy, uncontrolled sex in the park...i felt like an addict that couldn't get enough....i felt like anita blake when she is with her lycan and vamp....

We parted ways...and i didn't see him all weekend. Tuesday morning, i get a text asking me what i am doing today? me? So i found a hotel....and we had sex, amazing sex for 5 hours.....and again...i couldn't get enough of him....and he is so beautiful...and perfect in bed...I have Chris all over again...i just have to make sure the craziness doesn't start up...

This feeling of drunkeness is so strange...so different from anything that i have felt before...but...now in writing...it is like a fire under my skin...that only the coolness of his skin can assuage...and i can't seem to think or process too much information when we are together.

And i am so turned on....all the time.....morning noon and night....its crazy....
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last night i got so incredibly jealous....and upset that i couldnt even talk to David.....

so i opted to go hangout with another guy...and it was good clean fun!