Thursday, June 25, 2009

balancing 4 guys

is getting difficult----especially when 2 are potential, and 2 i have already slept with....and i am having fun with the potentials....and i get a booty call....and miss out on amazing sex with David.

i have been spending alot of time with young David....he went on a roadtrip with me.

last thursday, ben and kris met me at a bar....and we all ended up together, playing cards til the bar closed. Was fun....and strange....people said that ben was definitely flirting....and so on sunday night, kris came to see me, and Ben asked me if i had called him for a booty call....he said it jokingly....but....i didn't like it.....and i said i don't do that.....and he said, me neither ....last time was 7 months ago.

And kris asked me what his deal is because he said that Ben hit him in the kidney...which is so juvenile.....and i talked with ben afterwards for a bit...and we made plans for tuesday....but today is thursday...and he hasn't called or text me since sunday....i don't understand it....

young david wants to go wherever i go tonight.....kris probably will be out tonight....don't know about Ben....but i am sure that David is going to want to see me, too.

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