Ben

I am so confused by him......I didn't hear from him all week (Monday) and Friday, he text me that he was sorry for being out of contact, and that he might see me that night. I replied a positive cheery....hope to see you. And then again...dead silence. Yesterday, I sent another message saying that I hoped everything was okay...and that his apology meant much. Again...no answer.

Jorene made the comment that he has me on pushme/pullyou mode....and there is some truth to that. In fact, I almost took his number out of my phone...cuz I don't know if I can take it. My heart already chose him....and I hate that I can't get him out.....it's his energy....and the memory of our day at the park, with our dogs....was a best day ever.

I hope he comes out tonight....I miss him