Catching up!

Wow...over 6 months since I last wrote...and probably that long since I had sex! But maybe things are changing now. I have several guys that I am interested in....and last night, I think my opportunity with the tennis pro.....and damn...he was HOT last night!!!! But, I was otherwise occupied with another guy that had come to see me last night---who is equally HOT.

So...being the sentimental ninny I am....my text box is full....and I have got to clear it out...so I guess I will put my texts here...then at least I can look at the date and the messages. How silly am I???

Tennis pro: 1/17/09....we made out in parking garage...and he asked me how dangerous i was...and he was ready to do it in the parking garage with me!!! I cant say that I have ever been in a garage before. I declined...only because there was a rumor that someone was living in his car in there!!! Then he wanted me to come over...but I opted out...and came home.

Attorney: He could be love---if we ever were to spend time together. I see him 2-3 times per week, and we text all the time, go out in groups, and he is just a really nice, great person.

19 year old: Total animal magnetism, and when we are together, it is like two magnets...and when we sit by each other, we always end up touching. And there is sooooo much heat.....but I don't know if he can handle just sex. We flirt alot on the phone...and I go to mush whenever he is around. oh so many things that can be done with him! He is smarter, and more responsible than many 30 year olds I know. And that makes it much harder to be logical about this.

Chef: A christian republican that cooks and loves the same movies as me.....and hot in a different way.....sex yes....relationship with a christian republican----NEVER!! Our first "date" was 3/21.

Sales: More money than god...wants me to cook him dinner....takes me out drinking....but not a real date. Asian....I don't know why I am drawn to him.

William: I like him....alot. We text alot (3/23 first texts)--everyday---we have been to the doggy park together and we spent three hours together in a quiet cove (3/28) with our doggies and each other. It was a most relaxing, easy day. He also came and hung out with me for 6 hours one night (3/27)...and we closed a bar down. He introduced sex into our texts by asking if I was making a sexual reference...and I was so embarrassed, because I was totally not thinking about sex. Last night he came to see me and he came right up to me and hugged me, and I swooned a little. He askd me, "where do you want to insert me?" I ignored that. After he got knocked out, he sat with me and he called me, "wise one." and we played cards.....he looked amazing!!!!!!!!! Sunday we are going to go out with our dogs....Saturday i will see him, all day!!! I can't wait to be alone with him on Sunday.