Another night with the hottie

And I am already under his spell. His smile, his laugh, his exuberance, his sense of humor.....wowowowow......

we went an played poker, and then karaoke. And he asked me to sing "Picture" with him.

Damn it, Damn it, Damn it.....maybe if i don't hear from him today, it will be a good thing. He is supposed to go with me to work tonight......and well...like I said...might be better if he's not there.

We have now been together Sunday, Monday, Wednesday and Thursday night.....and when he hugged me bye last night, I actually put my hand in his hair. I didn't drink last night, since we had partied too much the night before.

Shit, I even cancelled therapy so that I could increase my chances of seeing him tonight. Probally not the healthiest for me....but i have it bad....and he is leaving next week for LA. So I feel like i can go all the way out.....does he think i don't like him, can he tell I like him?

I keep thinking about what Brian said, and that he couldn't tell that I liked him......that I didn't give off that vibe to him....and i haven't really said anything to Derek that would make him think otherwise. And he has told me that he is shy with women, until he gets too drunk.....then he gets confident.

What am I gonna do???? I only have a few more nights/days to spend with him.....and to think this all started with a simple comment....when he asked me if I wanted to take him home.....and he gave me his number---two weeks ago.

Danger will robinson!

Having A Blast!

I've been hanging out with a very neat guy. He's moving next week to LA to be a model. And I can't believe that we just started hanging out. Nothing physical as of yet, although i think last night we coulda kissed---there was that moment after we hugged goodbye that we just looked at each other for split second.....and oh I wanted to....

I let him drive my car last night, too. He sings, he's buff, he's deep and in a way, I am glad that he is leaving....'cause I can totally see that I would be falling in love if he stayed. He looks like a playa' but he's actually a good boy. He told me that he and his ex-fiance were together for two years before they slept together. Wow!

We are supposed to go out again today...we talked on the phone my whole drive home. I also asked him to go dancing with me after poker on Saturday night. He said yes!

We were together Sunday, Monday, Wednesday.....and hopefully three more days in a row.

i gotta make him a CD of songs that I like....and I think he will like too.

yup....i recognize the warning signs. Man! Today on One Life To Live, Blair sang an awesome song! If you knew my heart. It was beautiful!!!!