Sunday, August 17, 2008

Met A New Guy.

And I think he's gonna be different. He feels different.....he's into stuff spiritual....and i hope I can be calm....and not mess it up....I think we will be good friends, at the very least.

he's cute, he's kind, and i think he likes what I like...and he says he likes to cook!!!!

Feast of Love

Is a great movie. I'm only 30 minutes in & I love it. I'm so glad i bought it. Greg Kinnear and Morgan Freeman are in it.

I'll write more later, after i finish it.

I bought this, Must love dogs, Once and a Michelle Pfeiffer movie.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Gabe

is a new guy....and he's so cute. And I invited him to go out with us last Friday night....and we hung out a bit on Tuesday night after he got knocked out. But he said Meg was cute...so he probably likes her....

I don't know what I am doing with Harry. And I haven't seen Brian in so long. And Matthew is having a birthday party on Saturday night. I don't really want to go....but of course I will.

I have got to start working out.

Really.

Sex and the Single Guy

Okay...so I've been having sex about once a month. Not nearly enough....but certainly better than no sex at all. And one of the guys is the hottest guy (next to Chris) that I have ever been with......ever.....even in my hayday! WOWOWOW....and I have no idea why he chooses to be with me....when, well, he could easily have anybody. And of course, he ha a girlfriend....or he did. He is an athlete on the verge of going professional.

The first time was awesome....we had spent the day together, and we both had drank a bit...and well, I was driving him home, and I asked him what he was thinking...and he said you don't really want to know. And I said yes, I did. And he said, I'm horny and would ike to have sex. I replied, and where would we go? He said we could go to a friend's house....and I got a flash of creativity, and said, I know where we can go! And I drove him to my office....and we took a shower together, fu**ed, and took another shower together----it was AAAAAAAAWESOME.

And he is soooooo nice when I see him. Unfortunately, it was two months til our next encounter....and it started with four hours of texting foreplay. I went to his place....and he is so comfortable in his own skin...he just took his clothes off and got on his bed....and i thought I was looking at an Adonis.

He definitely has one of the nicest xxxxs I have ever seen. It is perfect...he is only rivaled by Chris. He does need to work on his endurance.....nothing a bit of tantra wouldn't take care of. I wrote him that there are oh so many things that i want to do with him.

My friend told me that i shouldn't question it....and that obviously he finds me attractive...and if he does, I think he is crazy.

i hope I don't have to wait too long to be with him again. And i need to start working out...if i am gonna be with hot guys like him....I need to be in better shape.

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Wowzers!

I've been gone awhile! Where did the time go? Is it because I am no longer sexless in seattle, that I haven't written? I'm not sure. Life has been going 100000 miles per day, and tonight, I decided that I needed to do an update on what is happening in the man department. There are some new players.....and surprise visits by old players.....