Dazed and Confused

I called Brian last night on the way to work...and he answered! We talked for about 20 minutes...and again it was relaxed and easy...and it seemed alright. Maybe it's gonna be alright. I am fighting the urge to text or call him today...even though last week we talked to each other every day. I'm fine with being just friends...but I am going to put it out there that if he wants no strings sex...I'm down for it.

At lunch I talked with Tony for about 20 minutes, and we were both laughing so much...we have been hanging out quite a bit. It's been fun and awesome.

So work was fun, and a guy that I really like, D and a friend of his Riley stayed and talked with me for a bit last night. D went out with 4 different girls in one week...and he mentioned something about one girl putting out on the second date, and some of the stuff going on. His friend was really really cute and nice. Great handshake also... D doesn't seem to have a problem sleeping with girls and not being romantic with them....maybe all guys aren't created equal.

So after that, I text Matt and wanted to know if he was going to be out and alone. He said to C'mon. But I got nervous while I was in the parking lot, and opted for not going in. I just didn't want to be around so many people that know us both.

This morning, I called Mike, and he asked me why I was bashing men, and was I turning lesbian. I told him it was quite possible, and he said cool, we can film it. Little does he know.

So anyway, I am gonna do some internet research for Brian...and tomorrow I have lunch with Bret....and tomorrow night I have Tony and Matt.