Sunday, December 02, 2007

What The Hell?

I'm tired of being the go to girl when guys are lonely and sad. Why do I have to be the one they call when they want companionship? Michael couldn't get enough time with me this past week...until Friday...he called for directions to a bar---and I didn't hear from him since.

We went to lunch on Wed and Thursday, and he called me at the office 4 times that day. (P.S.--how did I forget to write that he came to the bar on Thursday night, and that I walked him to his truck and had my hands on his leg...and we hugged and kissed each other like 4 times! Just a peck...but maybe he isn't sure what to do....)

Matthew called me on Friday night---he just had a bad beat...I'm actually pleased that he thought of me.

Troy isn't talking to me as much....Shannon seems to have a secret girlfriend and I'm the only one that knows (since I'm not in the loop, he says).

I am ready for someone to fall for ME....like in the movie "Because I Said So." And for him to be all the things I want in a partner...I want to feel loved, appreciated and like a queen again.

I don't want my second sexual prime to pass me by. That would totally suck.

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