Ruh Roh....
Michael and I went to lunch again this past Wednesday (and he paid...and when we hugged bye, it was full body, and he made that sound that I love while he was hugging me)...and again he came into the office everyday this past week. On Thursday, he told me I should have called him for lunch...and well, I went over to his apartment on Friday and worked on his computer to try and fix some bugs.
I finally gave him his birthday presents....he loved the art...he was so happy
He had made me tea and it was waiting for me, he had candles going, and we sat next to each other on the couch...and every once in awhile he would lean over or close, and I would feel the electricity current go through me. He showed me a picture and was standing right behind me, and I thought I was going to faint---not literally, but I felt like my head was spinning. Then we went to lunch.
It was my first time in his truck, and lunch was fun, we ate, shared each other's food and it was relaxed. On the drive back, I was a little tipsy, and I touched his hair and asked him if he uses conditioner, and he asked me if he had put too much patchouli on---i said i didn't smell it.
Then we went back to his place, and I did some more with his computer, and at one point, his head was right next to mine. I couldn't breathe 'cause my head was swimming again.
Then he got into an argument with his ex-wife, so we just sat there and I let him vent. I needed to leave to go to work---but I didn't want to go...I tried to leave twice...and kept staying....then he was like, "you really need to go?" and I said, "I do...or I will be very late"---and we walked outside, and talked a bit more, and then we hugged....and hugged....and I left on cloud nine.
I have missed him all weekend...and I feel like something changed between us. I'm not sure though. And I dare not get my hopes up.
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In other news, I haven't seen Troy for 3 weeks...I really miss him. Not sure what is up with that. We are only talking like every other day now.
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Matthew came to work on Thursday, and at opportune moments winked at me. And then I sang karaoke....and took my cues from him. I think I passed with flying colors---cause his wife was there too. I'm sure that no one could tell anything. And when we were leaving he hugged me goodnight with both arms and then dropped one...I should have whispered in his ear.
I saw him yesterday for a brief moment.
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I just weighed myself....I have gained 13 pounds....I have got to get in the gym...and stop eating so damn much.....no wonder clothes are tight.
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Tony called me for the first time on Friday night. I had seen him on Thursday night, but I was on edge that Mike might come in anytime, and see me flirting with this boy.
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That is the scoop...I'm sure I updated about last week.
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