Okay...I haven't updated the blog because well, I am working about 80 hours a week right now...and trying to have a social life also. And of course, my social life completely revolves around poker....therefore the men in my life all come from poker also.
And there are new additions to my growing drama of men. Troy, a very handsome, hilarious deaf man. Eric, a newly divorced (March), father of four. Shannon, another deaf man who is gentle, warm and wise beyond measure.....and there is still Michael. Beautiful, gorgeous Michael.
There is so much to say about the four of them...and yet, I am not really in the full writing mood that I need to be in.
I will say that yesterday, in celebration of Michael's birthday, I treated him to a haircut with my stylist, and then he and I went to a bar that he had not been to before, for happy hour. I couldn't believe after all these months, that I was sitting across from this beautiful man in a bar. We laughed and talked so easily with one another....if I didn't have to work...who knows where this may have gone. We did make plans to have dinner on my birthday together. It was all over much too quick....and as we walked back to the salon, I almost felt like we could have held hands. It was a nice feeling. I stood with him by his motorcycle and when we were saying goodbye--he went to hug me, and then...he kissed me! My heart is singing today.....Michael kissed me....and the hug was so warm and inviting...we fit well...and I didnt want to let go. Wowowowowowowowowowowowowow.
Eric scares me....not him literally....what I am feeling for him, and sensing about "us" is scaring me a little bit....and it's gonna take longer than I have today for me to write about him. I'll just say that my heart may already be in trouble with him....and we haven't spent any alone time together yet. And he has already been kind, thoughtful and generous with me...and warm. He is probably scared too.....and approaching with caution.
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