What A Month!

Some incredible things have happened! Like I had sex with two different guys in one month! And could have had a third! Wowsers! The new guy, Matt, is into polyamory and doesn't really know it...but he is spiritual too. And nice looking....and I actually had an impromptu date with him that included poker, drinks, karaoke and sex.....It was incredible.

I'm listening to Will Downing right now...and well...his voice is making me want.....

Last night, I invited another guy to come to a party with me...and he said yes, right away...not like the other idiots that didn't even respond! I would have slept with him last night....dont know if i like him...but we can be sex partners.

I think I am wanting more and more sex because of the stress right now...I am having to support B. emotionally since his mom is in the hospital and might die anyday now. And I am in charge of the office...and the two children are lost...they dont have any ability to function properly....even to help B. out. it's pissing me off.

but this is about sex....and being with somebody, intimately, and getting comfortable with my body...and my sexuality...and my spirituality.

I had a three hour IM with someone I find strangely hot....and he hasn't been with anyone for two years....and both of us were pretty damn hot for each other....and we made plans...but the next day he was embarrassed....so I've backed off....

Maybe I am coming around to myself....that would be nice....