Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Fucking Fed Up With Men

I had a great day yesterday.....guys were buying me drinks....Mauricio showed up, and we had time to chat....and...this week, again, Mike and I are talking every morning...and today, we ran into each other at the bank! He is soooooo cute....can't stand it.

So last night, Mauricio said that after he got off, we would get together. At 6:20pm, he text me asking me what I was going to do. I text him back that I had no plans except him...and for him to call me when he got off of work. I took a nap, expecting to hear from him around 930....and I didn't....and I'm very upset about it. Stood up, fucking again. I could have been home, sleeping and watching TV here---instead of waiting and being disappointed again.

Lance did say we were still on for Friday and Toastmasters...and we flirted about the aphrodisiac candle. I hope it wasn't too much.

And Andrew came by last night to get his charger, and he bought me two shots---he wouldn't let me buy....and I bought Mauricio 2 beers, and Lee had 6, and I bought Shannon two beers, also.

And even though all these other guys are possibilities----Mauricio standing me up hurts me and is very discouraging for me. I'm actually pretty pissed off right now.

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