Decisions to be made

I'm at a crossroads. I'm pretty much over Scott...he hasn't been home since the beginning of May...and we barely even talk but once a week.

I am in knee deep with Lee....I'v been sick for the past two weeks, so we haven't really hung out that much...so I asked him to dinner last night...and we had a grand time....he said he wanted to know what I had, 'cause it was like sleeping with someone and not knowing if they had syphillis or gonorrhea...and I said well, it's not exactly the same thing...and he said yes it is....and I said no...I so wanted to say, we aren't sleeping with each other. He told me that he saved two cattle that were being swept down the river. WOWOW!

Then we went to the bar to play poker, and we had a great time. He was teasing me so much, winking at me, and touching me alot...and I think I was flustered by him. And I was soooooo turned on....

Mike.....he called me everyday while I was sick...it was awesome....and he said that he would make me chicken soup next time. He is sooooooooo nice....and soooooo hot....

And enter a new guy, M. He's tall, latin and amazingly hot...I am gonna ask him to take me out dancing....I bet he can dance very good.....he was very kind to me when I was sick....offered to buy me soup, helped me work...I bought him some beers on Thursday night...and he said I was trying to take advantage of him. Then later I sat by him, and he moved his legs around to mine and was pressing his legs into mine....and I didn't move away...in fact, I felt the rush of sexual energy that I haven't felt in some time. And now, well, I can't get him out of my mind. After the tournament was over, he said you have 10 minutes with me, you need to make the best of them...and then he said he had to leave in 10 minutes...and I said, oh....and he said, no it's not like that....I need to pick my roomate up. And I said oh again. So he helped me...and then he was talking to me...and oh...he's so cute...and then he had to go...and as he was leaving, he said you are making me a xxx player instead of a xxxx player....and that he would see me on Sunday. I can't wait.