Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Why? o Why?

Ok...Scott definitely has the phone off---or he lost it...or the battery died completely. I supposed that is possible since we were talking about me trying to get a new one for it.

Maybe I should just go over there...I know I go through times when I don't want to speak to anyone....but...my mind just doesn't want to compute that he is avoiding me. For goodness sake, why wouldn't he just text me or something?

I was talking to the hot chick (that I did have lunch with last week) and she said she has been wanting a boyfriend, but after she watched the Secret, she realized that she needed to release some stuff...and shortly after that, she had her boyfriend, and this weekend she is meeting his parents. I guess that is the natural order of progression, right? She did say that she has known him since she was 17 years old though. And they were just friends for the past year.

Am I blocking the flow of everything good in my life? Am I blocking Scott (or anyone) from loving me? I don't know!

i am falling asleep...gotta go again

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