Probably due to a lack of sleep and an overstimulation of hormones, endorphins, and a sat of euphoria. Why?
Because despite my conviction of New Year's Day of not calling Scott--well, I did call him and asked him he was going to busy that night. He didn't know. So I said I would call him after work and see. Mind you, I haven't seen him for two weeks since that god awful night---so I'm not sure what was going to happen. I called him after work, and he said come over....well, my car had a flat. So I had to call for a tow truck... and get towed to Sears. After I left Sears, I went to his house...and my stomach was so nervous....but when I arrived...everything was A-okay. And we fell into a very nice and easy...we ordered Chinese delivery...and we watched TV, talked, laughed, and he opened his presents...and he loved them all.
I don't know how he can see the things I gave him without knowing that I love him. Not the goofy, I am in love with you way...but the unconditional, I love you way. It would be impossible.
And so I stayed until 3am...I don't think he wanted me to go...he seemed disappointed.
I was on cloud 1000 driving home...and it was so FANTASTIC to have such a great easy night with him.
I only slept for 2.5 hours before going to work.
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