First of all, the night before the trip, L. texts me while I am at work and tells me that he can't go. Even though he told his boss over a month ago that he needed the time off--his boss was giving him shit. Naturally I was quite upset, and close to freaking out. I finally got a hold of him, and spoke with him...and he told me that he would call me in the morning.
At 7:30am, he called to say he would go on the cruise with me. And I was elated...and we really did have a fantastic time.
I am a firm believer that how people sleep together shows what is going on...and the first night, I woke up with him lying on top of me, face up--my left arm was around his chest, and he was holding my right hand. I woke up several times and we were spooning. It was nice. We stayed in bed until 12pm, talking, laughing, playing online poker and watching a movie.
I don't get what is happening...and why I am attracting seemingly asexual men? I definitely dressed the part this past weekend....cleavage, dresses, and makeup! And people that know me kept telling me that I looked beautiful...so why didn't he want me???
The second night, we were laying in bed...and I began caressing his chest (I looooooove his chest hair)...and he let me...didn't stop me...and we talked while I was busy with his chest. I thought for sure....if he is letting me do this...well...maybe we will get somewhere tonight. nope. nope. nope.
Third day we went to the beach, and had a romantic dinner...and we were drinking ALL day....he ended up getting pretty messed up. So much so that he didn't drink at all on the 4th day.
One of my friends said that even though we didn't have sex---it sounds like it was romantic laying in bed, talking, laughing, etc....and I guess I do have to be thankful/grateful about that.
I did loan him his rent money 'cuz his boss didn't pay him. And i hope i don't get stiffed on that. I don't think he will do that.
I wanted to talk to him about the money...and make him promise me that he wasn't going to disappear on me again---ever....he was a little subdued yesterday when we got back...even though we went to lunch, and we hung out at his place.
We'll have to see what happens...this sunday is his birthday....and i also gave him my cell phone to use---since he lost his.
One of my great friends said tht I shouldn't give him anything anymore---until I start getting something back....but wouldn't that make it less like friendship and more like he is a "kept man"?
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