Married Man Update, 2

I saw him on Tuesday night. And my face lit up like a Christmas tree when he walked in...I avoided him until I could be with him by myself.

I had gotten some little plastic fish that a person could catch when they go deep sea fishing. I asked him to close his eyes..and put his hand out. And I said, since I did so good with you on your self-esteem for poker, I am gonna work on your deep sea fishing self-esteem. And I put the fish in his hand, and lingered my hand over his--then slowly withdrew my hand.

He opened his eyes and said wow, thank you! And then asked me what the fish were, and then he told me what they are....and I told him that he just needs to visualize catching them. Then he put them in his shirt pocket, and he became chatty Kathy, and started yapping...and we were totally focused on each other. Then some friends of his came over, and I went away.

He is probably between 45 - 50, and I just don't know what I am doing. I'm very attracted to him, though.

I was telling a friend of mine that he is the person that I saw/ran into on the ship more than anyone else. Maybe I wrote about that already...it seemed like everytime I was alone and wandering around, I would run into him.