Go figure! I can't get near anyone I want....and yet this 22 year old--with braces told me the other night that he was going to take me home....and then he wanted to buy me a drink.
Is it pathetic that in 5 years, the only guy to want to take me home is 22? And is it more pathetic that I am flattered by his crush? If he was 6 years older---I would consider it---totally.
Last weekend, a guy I play poker with bought me a rose. Another guy at the table asked if I had a gentelman caller...and I said no...I don't have gentleman callers...to which he replied, bullshit.
Apparently, these guys don't see me as a dyke.
I realize now how much damage M. did to my self-esteem, and how I see myself as a woman. That is going to take alot of work, I think---and alot of compliments from men.
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