Wow! I thought that the feelings that I was experiencing yesterday were transitory, and would be gone the moment I saw Mark. And, I can safely report that I was cool, and said hello without any tension or stress..and he met me with just a head nod.
Later, he did come over to me and was pretty friendly. And then when it was time to sit down for the second session, I asked him if he wanted me to play at a different table...and that it was his call. He said as long as he could play at the same table with his friend...I said that's fine...and he did save me a seat.
Now, a guy that I haven't seen since last June was there last night, and he came over and was standing behind me, so when I realized he was there, I talked to him for a bit...and after he left, I did notice a slight "change" in demeanor from Mark. So when he got out, he ended up going to another table...then I ended up at the final table, I was seated with one of my male friends, who I am always teasing.
He came outside to talk to his friend, and I'm sure that he saw me laughing with Eric. Once I was out, I went over to him to just chat...and then he asked his friend if he was ready to go...and so they left. No big deal to me...and I was proud of myself. Usually, if someone that I like doesn't say goodbye to me, I would be crushed! Not so....tonight!
Now there was another guy there that is cute! cute! cute! Man!!!!!!!! I have thought he was cute since I first saw him...and last night we finally got to talk a little bit.
Joseph has gotten quiet again....so I am not going to expect that I will see him this week.
And still no word from my former great love, Mark.....
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