Relaxing Day, Focusing on Me

I dreamt about Joseph again last night....and it was a wonderful dream.

Today, I spent the day cleaning, and not thinking about any of the men in my life.

I also spent some time basking in the sun...and then took a nice bath, and tried to use my home pedicure kit...but it really wasn't working too well. I will have to go get a real pedicure.

My phone rang for the first time today...and, it was Mark...calling to tell me to watch 60 minutes....apparently in China there are 120 men for every 100 women. There are going to be 40,000,000 single men in the next few years. Wow...that is pretty amazing. And scary.... He joked and said he is going to sell me to China. Good luck with that.

He wants to do something this week....so I said Wednesday. So he is going to call me on Wednesday, and we'll see what we end up doing....

I guess he is either interested enough to keep trying....or he is just trying....to get some. Good luck with that, too.

I almost said something to him about hanging out tonight....but I need to wait to see the therapist tomorrow...

All in all, a nice relaxing day...not worrying or obsessing about men or sex....

A woman in love with herself is the most wonderful thing! And I'm working on it!