Thursday, April 13, 2006

Quiet, Quiet, Quiet

Today would have been my meeting day with Joseph...and I didn't hear from him---not on email or by phone....so it has been one week since he last called me. I figure something must have happened to him and his other relationship....

I called Mark yesterday, and left him a message. I've been thinking alot about the other night...and while I am not obsessing about not inviting him in---I am wondering what might have happened if I did invite him in? And if I would have enjoyed it?

And if I am attracted to him solely out of convenience??? That if another attractive man were to woo me....if I would even be interested in Mark.

Why does it have to be so confusing....it would be so great to be able to have great fulfilling sex.....and not have to worry about anything else!

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